Well I have to say I really enjoy both. This summer I have been smoking too much and havent stayed balanced. I need to drink more!!! All this smoking has made me become more of a quiet reserved nervous person. I love smoking no doubt but too much of anything is bad imo! Once school starts up I plan on drinking much much more which will hopefully even out my personality.
All this smoking has got my head overthinking and overanalyzing everything, its like my brains thinking i’m high all the time.(Maybe I am?) Sometimes its just nice to not think and just do. For these reasons I think its equally important to stay balanced and not do anything too much or exclusively. Btw I’m drinking right now! Yes drinking sparked my come back to blogging for a while!!! Of course after I drink a little I’m gonna smoke so I can get crunk then really start blogging.
So while I feel smoking has an important part in sparking creativity in my brain and thought process, drinking also serves an important but different part in sparking creativity/ thought process. Expand your mind!
To end the blog post I would like to say something about drinking and smoking and their uses.
When I drink I like to just DO and not think.
When I smoke I like to just THINK and not do.
Anyone feel similar about the two substances?
Hmm where to start. Im high as hell, smiling. I was like ugh fuck shit Im so damn tired, kind of in a shitty mood. Got home, got done with everything I had to do. Took a toothpick and scraped a resin ball. Next I got my grinder and scraped up all the kiefe. I proceeded to place the resin ball in my bowl and sprinkled kiefe all over that bitch, it was covered. Blazed up the bowl in a heart beat, the first hit I felt like I was pulling forever and barely getting any smoke. I started exhaling thinking I barely got any smoke when a huge cloud of milky white smoke slid out my mouth. I was like uh ok and kept torching that bowl. Now 20 minutes I’m high, I mean really HIGH. I knew I am high because I started to do random shit on the computer and while doing random shit my mouth was widespread grinning. Couldn’t keep a smile off my face for new reason. I just had one of those amazing feel good moods. I still am feeling it and vibing off of it. My head is vibrating I love it. I love these kind of highs. Music feels amazing, only if its the right mood. I think I like to listen to music based on the mood it makes me feel when I listen to it. Specific music, different mood. I’m not even sure what to write about right now but whatever, if i think of a good topic I will probably make a new post for it. Nvm I’ve become preoccupied with a different activity that now interests me more.
Well recently I found myself on some chat application. To even register for this application you have to be 18+. Well I now am about two years past the age of eighteen. This fact really hasn’t set deep into my mind. I still feel like I’m a kid. I feel like I am still in high school still in middle school still in grade school. Everything feels like it just happened yesterday. I keep getting this feeling however I am actually aging and when I think of how long its been since certain events in my life it startles me. Even events in my life feel like they just happened yesterday however they really happened multiples of years ago. So I guess I feel young at heart and life is passing me by.
Anyways back on track, I was in this chat application. I started talking to this girl that had this rediculously angled pic which clearly is at the most flattering possible angle. If you saw them in real life it would barely resemble them though. She looked cute so I messaged her and started talking. I found out she was 16. She was actually pretty cool we talked for like 30 minutes, even discussing smoking. When all of a sudden I had a high thought WHOA this girl is 16, and your 19. thought in my mind holy shit! This could be some elaborate Chris Hansen to catch a predator shit! That moment was the first time ever in my mind that it hit me that I am now actually this old. It always seemed so far off but now it had blown by me without me even noticing. Maybe its because I grew up as a young kid using the internet. I was always the young person on a forum or on aim chat. Now I’m crossing into the kind of old but still is normal to use internet. Whats gonna happen to me…pretty soon I’m gonna be that way too old kind of creepy guy on the forums. While that seems so far off now, I’m kind of afraid that I will be that guy way sooner than I really want be.
Well that was my post. Not totally sure what I got out of it, but now I’m about to go eat. Still trying to figure out all my formatting and everything so it may change but we will see what happens. No idea what and when the next post will be about.
Hmm I’ll start with an update on my life…been really busy. Been working and smoking full time. This is probably the highest amount and frequency I’ve ever smoked in my life. Been smoking at least an 1/8 of kush weekly, usually more. Now over this summer I feel I’ve gone through some real changes in my mindset…I’m not sure If its due to me getting older and maturing and having epiphanys or if the weed has to do with it. I basically smoke at a minimum once a day, I’ve gotten to the point where it doesnt matter where I’m going or what I have to do…If I feel like smoking I’m gonna do it. There’s something nice about having a good surplus to just grab sit back and blaze whenever you want.
Since I started this blog and made a few posts to talk about cool shit I think when I’m high it was almost like my creativity was stifled and sucked away. I kept trying to think about what to talk about in my blog…but I just couldnt when I got high anymore…it was almost like I felt too pressured to think of things to say so I wasnt in my natural mindset/thinking patterns. So I did what I had to and just completely forgot about the blog for a while in hopes of returning to my roots of just getting high and enjoying my mind thoughts. And slowly over time my fun creative thinking mind has come back from smoking. So now I’m ready to make some blog posts…I even have a few REALLY random ideas that came to me when I was high that for some reasons really make sense to me that I have remembered just because I want to put them down on paper which I wil do in my next post. So anyways I’m glad to be back and look for some new posts!
Getting high. I guess I’m just one of those people who genuinely enjoys getting blown. Don’t know why, yea smOking with people can be fun, but there is something truly grattifying and relaxing about smoking alone. There is nothing better than getting home from a long day at work or school and sitting back, turning on the tele, and blazing up. It truly is just you and your mind aimlessly wandering from idea to idea. It’s the time when you can think clearly aybout anything you want to, all other concerns and worries about life are blocked out. It also is a time when I become very observant. I realize things about life that I never noticed, I see changes in my body that I never noticed, I notice different arrangements of objects in my enviroent that I never saw before. It gives me a different mind and perspective to view life from, usually resulting in feelings of joy.i enjoy things in a differwnt way from if I weren’t high. When I’m high with others, which is greatly dependent on who, i can’t enjoy my high in the same way. I guess I’m kind of self centered, I like to just get really high and absent minded and focus on my self. Maybe thats my problem, im very indivdualistic. When i get high i like to focus on myself, when im with others I feel it’s tiresome to focus on others. Other people are just another thing to worry about. I feel more at peace smoking alone. I do like to smoke with company, but at the end of the day I want my alone absent minded thinking self time too. I feel I need this alone relaxing self reflecting time to properly function.
Down the road in my life I want to think and say to myself wow, I really did something. Now when I say did something I am purposefully vague.I’m purposefully vague because I’m not sure what I want to do or achieve, but I have a deep feeling inside me that needs to accoomplish something amazing, whatever it be. In my mind Doing something amazing could be living the life i want to, inventing something amazing, starting a company, owning or coaching a pro sports team, or he’ll even curing a disease. Even though Im not sure what I exactly want to do this feeling is what keeps me driven. From it I just know I need to always put forth my best foot and be better than everyone always. It’s this ambiguous burning desire that I want, but I really don’t know why I want it. For some reason I just feel it will make me happy and fufill my life. Maybe this was a feeling instilled in my brain from my parents. I’m really not sure why I’m blindly chasing this feeling yet I oddly look forward to feeling it. Oh I enjoyed a phat b0wl tonight.
Okay well to start this off hmm. Well I am a guy who likes to get high. I am just gonna run my mind and see what interesting ideas come out when I feel like it. I will be talking about all different types of random topics but I’m sure by the end I will have some common themes. So yea a quick question for anyone should each words first letter in the title be capitalized? I have no idea so I did it anyways.